It's Been A Long Time Coming...

Where to even begin? God has done a lot in my life since I have updated in February. I am more comfortable with myself and I am not afraid to let people know what I think. I am not ashamed of who I am and I am better about people rejecting me. I am more accepting of others and that's the way it is.

Spring semester ended great. We made it to Nationals. I have grown into my own skin as a person, godly woman, athlete and student this semester. Summer is going swell. I am enjoying every moment of it. I worked at the OU tennis camp and I love it. Everyone on staff is pretty much awesome and they are all people who I looked up to in junior tennis.

Welp long day tomorrow, so I'm calling it a night!

Soooo

So I think I have finally officially given up on guys... completely. Who needs them anyway? They smell.

No, I am not bitter...

I miss my friends A LOT. I miss summers when I do nothing at all. I miss pool baseball. I miss late night trips to do random things. I miss being with someone and completely just love how it is just then and there and it is completely perfect in your mind. I miss playing tennis late at night... I wish some things can stay the same and you don't ever have to change. Change happens. It can be a good thing or bad. I just don't know anything anymore. I'm tired of being happy all the time and being the one everyone laughs at.  I feel completely alone right now, I cannot even describe it. I have no confidence anymore. I need to draw closer to God. I need a break from it all and just have time to reflect on what's going on in my life. I'm never going to be good enough to be with anyone. Maybe God made me single for life. Sad to think about, but I am starting to believe it now.

Currently Watching Just Like Heaven (Widescreen Edition) see related

Hello World!

Well what a week. This probably goes on record as the longest week of the school year thus far.  Nonetheless it was a fun filled week and Sammy got me Just Like Heaven!

Wow, it is February. This semester has flown by so fast before my eyes that I can't even believe it. Yeah, I haven't updated in a lonnnng while... So I'm going to take like five minutes to before I have to study for my Bible test this morn.

Well this semester has really been amazing. I can feel God's presence more than I have ever before. He does take care of each and everyone one of us and everything works according to his will. We just have to keep on praying and have faith that He will provide!

Anyway, school is going swell. Between church, school, tennis, Theta and spring sing.... I have a lot on my plate and usually go nonstop without taking a break. I love it. I love being busy and being around great people. 

We have our first tennis match this Thursday-Sunday. It should be a good time. I am kinda excited about it. Good times had. Or I hope so...

Well back to studying, but yeah I doubt I will update before spring break... HAHAHA